met someone who you see as a friend. speaks to you as a friend. does friendly things.
but then the only thing they make you feel is shit. like you've got loads of character flaws, your ways are wrong, you do bad things, even that you're a bad person. of course they'll say it in a way that'll make you yourself start to believe it. I believe it now.
of course, since meeting them, I have developed so much. it's been hard, but great hard (in the end). I would never choose to not have had them in my life. thank god.
what do you do? they're your friend but theyre your foe. they can have such reactions. they don't make you feel good. if they do, it happens about 5% of the time spent around them. what the fuck.
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